Watch The Ride of My Life Podcast – Poem Talks – What A Day…©

Welcome to The Ride of My Life Podcast!

Follow me as I share my Poem Talks, my musings, my Inner Peace Journey and through the healing work I find myself fully committed to as I learn about the truth of who I am, find new awarenesses about myself and life and share it with you in hopes that it will provide insight to your journey as well.

My Poem Talks means a lot to me and I share my deep dive into Self over the past year and a half. I reference the poems I wrote since 2021, and share how I was going deep into my healing work because I knew things needed to change in my life. I asked for the changes but it took the moment to moment experience of life for me to learn more about my truth and why I am here on this planet.

The most important thing I’m finding is the connection between my Self, my Higher Self and my Higher Power. From the truth, love, beauty, connection, joy and inner peace I find inside, I am readily available to share my gifts with the world.

These poems that were written over this time, document the journey going on inside me. Who am I really? I am a highly sensitive being and I am Love.

It hasn’t been easy and quite frankly, this time around in this life, my Soul chose many challenges to face so I could learn about compassion, love, peace and joy (my own first and then for others). I lived my life in a complete state of “not good enough” which fully reflected in my experiences, and when that is going on, knowing myself as compassion, love, peace and joy was confounding to me.

Throughout this journey of seeking external sources to prove that I was worthy of love, after almost 30 years, I realized that the truth is inside me.

Working through grief was the kicker, feeling my anger (all my feelings) that I was never allowed to feel or show, I had no clue where I would end up.

I left my last relationship in April of 2021 and stayed in Central Florida for literally a gestation period of 8 months which pushed me into the re-birthing process to really get to know who I am and why I am here. My life really began to open up the following month as I was birthed into the beginning of my new and very different life.

Life doesn’t always work out in the way we plan (and mostly that is a good thing) but for me, confronting the darkness of my life and what I was bringing into jobs, relationships and life in general, showed me that how I lived and the things I was taught throughout my life was not my truth of who I am.

In order to truly heal, I needed to walk through the grief, as painful as it was, forgive myself for not knowing better at the times I didn’t which my behavior showed, and to forgive others fully in order to find the love inside me… as I continue to discover this truth and ultimately inner peace.

In this episode, I share where I was almost a year ago and how things are coming full circle. Each week, I find that the poem I wrote last years resonates with what is going on in my life. I believe, and with my experiment and experiences, am finding that this life to to discover these truths of who we are. The world becomes a better place when we heal ourselves, one heart at a time.

The journey continues…


What a day it was,

I didn’t know my up from down because,

There is so much in the world going on,

And there are moments when the word “strong,”

Does not suit me at all,

I felt I was running into a brick wall.

I learned what I needed to know,

That watching and listening online to negativity, kept me out of the flow,

I knew about this, I guess I just wanted to be sure,

What I was engaging with made me feel obscure.

Like I lost myself and I couldn’t maintain,

I felt the world and all its pain,

I had to stop and go deep inside,

And disengage from that crazy ride.

As long as I stay there with the insanity,

I will lose my center and see the inhumanity,

Of the world as it flashes before my eyes,

I could not run; I could not hide.

Until I made that firm decision,

To shut all of it off, and get it out of my vision,

I knew the only way to get past this,

And keep myself from falling into the abyss.

The way out of it was back inside,

Where I knew now is safety and I can provide,

The love to myself that the world cannot give,

When it is in chaos and needs a sieve.

So, all can let go and find that place within,

To find our Net Worthiness and then begin,

To understand more fully about ourselves,

Instead of living in this created hell.

We have the opportunity to know our own worth,

That is a right we’ve had since our birth,

And let me tell you something that  I know,

Accepting ourselves is the way to get in the flow.

Of life as it is, in this moment so dear,

Where we can live in hope, not fear,

We can do this, I know we can,

Just trust in yourself and come take my hand.

We can do this together, we are all one,

Living heaven on earth, we have just begun.

Come join me in a healing partnership…

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