Watch The Ride Of My Life – Poem Talks – The Love We Hold©

Welcome to The Ride of My Life Podcast!

Follow me as I share my Poem Talks, my musings, my Inner Peace Journey and through the healing work I find myself fully committed to as I learn about the truth of who I am, find new awarenesses about myself and life and share it with you in hopes that it will provide insight to your journey as well.

My Poem Talks means a lot to me and I share my deep dive into Self over the past year and a half. I reference the poems I wrote since 2021, and share how I was going deep into my healing work because I knew things needed to change in my life. I asked for the changes but it took the moment to moment experience of life for me to learn more about my truth and why I am here on this planet.

The most important thing I’m finding is the connection between my Self, my Higher Self and my Higher Power. From the truth, love, beauty, connection, joy and inner peace I find inside, I am readily available to share my gifts with the world.

Who am I really? I am a highly sensitive being and I am Love.

It hasn’t been easy and quite frankly, this time around in this life, my Soul chose many challenges to face so I could learn about compassion, love, peace and joy (my own first and then for others). I lived my life in a complete state of “not good enough” which fully reflected in my experiences, and when that is going on, knowing myself as compassion, love, peace and joy was confounding to me.

Throughout this journey of seeking external sources to prove that I was worthy of love, after almost 30 years, I realized that the truth is inside me. Working through grief was the kicker, feeling my anger (all my feelings) that I was never allowed to feel or show, I had no clue where I would end up.

I left my last relationship in April of 2021 and stayed in Central Florida for literally a gestation period of 8 months which pushed me into the re-birthing process to really get to know who I am and why I am here. My life really began to open up the following month as I was birthed into the beginning of my new and very different life.

Life doesn’t always work out in the way we plan (and mostly that is a good thing) but for me, confronting the darkness of my life and what I was bringing into jobs, relationships and life in general, showed me that how I lived and the things I was taught throughout my life was not my truth of who I am.

In order to truly heal, I needed to walk through the grief, as painful as it was, forgive myself for not knowing better at the times I didn’t which my behavior showed, and to forgive others fully in order to find the love inside me…

The journey continues as I continue to discover this truth and ultimately inner peace.

In this episode I talk about how interesting Divine Timing is in that I wrote this poem on 8/25/2021 and I talk little bit about what’s happened with Roe vs Wade and the significance of timing in doing healing and reconnecting with the Divine Feminine. I was working on making a decision to do a video about this and well, here it is. This time is a catalyst for women (and men) and it gives us yet another opportunity to look inside ourselves for healing in order to bring The Love We Hold inside, out into the world. Love heals all…

The journey continues…

Content Notification: Emotional Topics: For some of you, you may become emotionally triggered during this media experience. My poems talk about a deep dive into my soul and into the emotional realm and I want you to be prepared in case you need to.

 

Deep inside I look to find,

The love inside that’s pure Divine,

A different space from what I’ve known,

Walking through years of being shown.

The ways of the patriarchy from years before,

Has minimized women into a whore,

Oh, but she is the Mother celebrated, as well,

It’s hard to compete, living in this confusing hell.

Men have suffered too, at patriarchies’ hands,

It’s something that we don’t easily understand,

The rules and laws and meanings that be,

Buck up against the truth inside of me.

From what I know and what I’ve been told,

I’m learning I do not want to be controlled,

By societies confusing back and forth,

In this crazy space, I cannot live my true north.

I am constantly running in circles to find,

Parts of myself, I’ve left behind,

To be this way, or that way for someone else,

Throughout years of never embodying myself.

Why does society do this? I fear,

To take control of our minds, I hear,

Through lies and fear, that is how it keeps control,

Digging deep into our very soul.

So how do we break free? I just have to ask,

I am working on that and it is quite the task,

You see, we have been completely brainwashed from years gone by,

And most do not question, we don’t ask why?

When we feel one way, so deep inside,

Yet we are told something different and then try to hide,

Or fit in with the world, that does us no good,

Causing depression and anxiety because we feel misunderstood.

Get me out of here! I cannot bear,

One more moment of feeling scared,

Not only that, I feel ashamed,

Because I don’t see what they do, then I am blamed.

For the fact that I do not fit in,

Something, for years, I’ve been trying to win,

I never could and so I say,

That fitting in is not the way.

We are all different and special too,

We came to this Earth to learn something new,

About ourselves that we thought we didn’t know,

No more fear and lies to run the show.

So what’s deep inside, I want to know the truth!

It’s all about self-love, something we need to teach our youth,

All of our children, our inner ones too,

Need to know we are love, so we can start anew.

The Earth and the people get to connect in peace,

And in this way, we will release,

The fears from what we have been told,

To find the love that we all hold.

Come join me in a healing partnership…

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