Watch The Ride of My Life Podcast – Poem Talks – The Divine Inside©

Welcome to The Ride of My Life – Poem Talks!

After a year of deep diving into healing work and finding out about who I am and who I’ve been in my life, I share the poems I have written over this time that document the journey inside of me. Who am I really? I am Love and this is my Journey.

I was working through the grief of the new changes in my life and then on 6/17/2021, I began the walk into the depths of my journey and my soul to find out the truth about myself questioning where I would end up. After leaving my relationship/partnership and moving to Central Florida for a couple of months, which ended up being 8 months, it pushed me into the re-birthing process of the truth of who I am. Life doesn’t always work out the way we planned and in the time I was there, I confronted my darkness and what I brought to the jobs, relationships and life I had experienced. I learned in order to truly heal, I needed to grieve, forgive myself and others and find the love inside me.

Just starting to believe what the Divine really is to me. I struggle quite a bit growing up with being connected to God. I was raised Jewish and it is written G-d. As a child, the dash felt like a disconnect to me and I always felt alone in the world. Finally, I realized years ago that the “dash” actually meant that God is mystery. The really helped me a lot and then I realized, in my understanding and experience that God is fully a part of me. Even the Trinity: the Christ Consciousness, the Holy Spirit (my Spirit) and God. It felt all the same. I am a Spirit having a Human experience and learning what that means. This particular poem really showed that I was getting into that space. More to come, and…

The journey continues…

 

There is challenge and fear in the air,

Where do we go from here?

Everyday there is something new,

That affects our peace inside, it’s true.

How do we get through this? I’m not sure,

Everything is getting more and more obscure,

Systems are failing and no one seems to know,

How to help the less fortunate, as most are becoming so.

But do we really want to look at it in this way?

There are answers inside us, not sure yet how they will convey,

Sitting in the dark, in the void, I just allow,

The answers to come from within, there is sweat on my brow.

I don’t know how to help you, until I take care of myself,

Standing back to be gentle, and comfort, looks like I am withheld,

In my mind, I feel guilty, I cannot do a thing,

To help you, to save you, I am feeling the sting.

The only thing I knew was when I helped others through,

Their pain and anguish, I felt anew,

But only for a moment, did that even last,

The lines are fading, and the Hope I must grasp.

To know that once I stop trying to fix,

Me and others, it absolutely conflicts,

With the me that I know that I am here for,

Just to guide others to walk through the door.

To help yourself, you are your own guru,

I’m only here to guide you, who knew?

But what does that mean, “guide me?” you say,

How can you do that if you can’t find your way?

I’m sorry to inform you that the way has been found,

It’s not out there, I have gone inward bound.

Connecting with Source, with God, with Creator,

We are all one, I am the curator,

Of hearts to heal, just watch me go,

I am here for you to see how by doing me and putting on this show.

But is it really a show or a way to the Divine,

Inside of me I feel it there, getting to that place, that is the design,

It doesn’t help with what’s going on in the world,

Watching myself, as I unfurl.

I feel it’s a good thing, I know it to be true,

Although sometimes it is scary, and looking out from this view,

The good news is, there is more to be revealed,

What I didn’t know before, what I have concealed,

From myself and others, I haven’t known what to do,

I know I’m here for something big, I just haven’t a clue.

What I am learning is the biggest thing,

That I’ve learned the past couple of years, when I began to sing,

To sing my heart out, and connect with me,

Is to find the truth and love inside, that is what my purpose will be.

Come join me in a healing partnership…

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