Watch The Ride of My Life Podcast – Poem Talks – I’m Starting Anew©

Welcome to The Ride of My Life – Poem Talks!

After a year of deep diving into healing work and finding out about who I am and who I’ve been in my life, I share the poems I have written over this time that document the journey inside of me. Who am I really? I am Love and this is my Journey.

This poem talk video, I’m Starting Anew, I write about how I see my life changing and how different things are beginning to look from what I was used to. It was not an easy journey, but I started to see that the truth was inside me.

I was working through the grief of the new changes in my life and then on 6/17/2021, I began the walk into the depths of my journey and my soul to find out the truth about myself questioning where I would end up. After leaving my relationship/partnership and moving to Central Florida for a couple of months, which ended up being 8 months, it pushed me into the re-birthing process of the truth of who I am. Life doesn’t always work out the way we planned and in the time I was there, I confronted my darkness and what I brought to the jobs, relationships and life I had experienced. I learned in order to truly heal, I needed to grieve, forgive myself and others and find the love inside me.

The journey continues…

 

My life is changing, I’m starting anew,

The time has come, and I will see it through.

Although I feel scared, I know this is meant to be,

I’m finally here and I’m setting myself free.

 

This freedom, though, comes at a cost,

One that most, including me, at some level has crossed,

Me over into the threshold of loss,

Yet it’s different somehow, my wings are aloft.

 

These wings I found, they’ve been there all along,

The cocoon that opened, has begun to make them strong.

Or to break free from the cage that has kept me bound,

Even though the door was open all along, this shift is profound.

 

Having trouble putting the words into view,

Knowing the sages, at times, had the same trouble too.

I watch my life and how it is changing me,

Happy to watch it while fear is what I see.

 

I tell myself that is normal to have,

This fear I’m feeling and need to salve,

The wounds, the memories, the healing as one,

To move into a space that brings out the sun.

 

It’s not out there, it’s deep in here,

This morning as I wait to start movement, I shed a tear.

The tear is for joy, for the feeling of love,

I am having for Self, my true Beloved.

 

No, I don’t know what is happening now,

Yes, the unknown is helping me allow.

These feelings I have that I don’t recognize,

Yet the love inside does pressurize.

 

This need to shift, this need to move,

The Gypsy Queen is here to improve.

This life of mine from her space now,

That helps me to see what the fates will allow.

 

I’m ready now, more than ever,

I’m ready to move, I have finally met her.

She is the one who has guided me through,

To this place in time where I’m starting anew.

 

Come join me in a healing partnership…

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