Watch The Ride of My Life Podcast – Poem Talks – Nothing Ever Stays the Same©

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Follow me as I share my Poem Talks, my musings, my Inner Peace Journey and through the healing work I find myself fully committed to as I learn about the truth of who I am, find new awarenesses about myself and life and share it with you in hopes that it will provide insight to your journey as well.

My Poem Talks means a lot to me and I share my deep dive into Self over the past year and a half. I reference the poems I wrote since 2021, and share how I was going deep into my healing work because I knew things needed to change in my life. I asked for the changes but it took the moment to moment experience of life for me to learn more about my truth and why I am here on this planet.

The most important thing I’m finding is the connection between my Self, my Higher Self and my Higher Power. From the truth, love, beauty, connection, joy and inner peace I find inside, I am readily available to share my gifts with the world.

These poems that were written over this time, document the journey going on inside me. Who am I really? I am a highly sensitive being and I am Love.

It hasn’t been easy and quite frankly, this time around in this life, my Soul chose many challenges to face so I could learn about compassion, love, peace and joy (my own first and then for others). I lived my life in a complete state of “not good enough” which fully reflected in my experiences, and when that is going on, knowing myself as compassion, love, peace and joy was confounding to me.

Throughout this journey of seeking external sources to prove that I was worthy of love, after almost 30 years, I realized that the truth is inside me.

Working through grief was the kicker, feeling my anger (all my feelings) that I was never allowed to feel or show, I had no clue where I would end up.

I left my last relationship in April of 2021 and stayed in Central Florida for literally a gestation period of 8 months which pushed me into the re-birthing process to really get to know who I am and why I am here. My life really began to open up the following month as I was birthed into the beginning of my new and very different life.

Life doesn’t always work out in the way we plan (and mostly that is a good thing) but for me, confronting the darkness of my life and what I was bringing into jobs, relationships and life in general, showed me that how I lived and the things I was taught throughout my life was not my truth of who I am.

In order to truly heal, I needed to walk through the grief, as painful as it was, forgive myself for not knowing better at the times I didn’t which my behavior showed, and to forgive others fully in order to find the love inside me… as I continue to discover this truth and ultimately inner peace.

In this episode, I find that timing is everything. This poem happens to be about change and what better time to talk about it as a New Moon and during the process of travelling back to Florida. I continue to work through my healing process and being okay with theses changes. My life looks nothing like it ever has and I am grateful for it all.

The journey continues…

 

Nothing ever stays the same,

Although we’ve learned this crazy game,

Of believing that is absolutely so,

If we lived within nature we would know.

The deep truth about this statement,

Without the need for an abatement,

Most of us want to keep things as is,

When we can understand, but we won’t, what gives?

Here is an interesting feat of sorts,

Breaking free of the beliefs that we can’t support,

Anymore, if we wish to live the dream,

We hold for ourselves and with a little self-esteem.

We can bridge the gap from the old way of thinking,

No longer believing the bs and sinking.

Into the depths of our own created hell,

Instead of knowing that change breaks the spell,

That we have been living in for so long,

Trying desperately to belong.

To conform with others, we think is tough,

To stop thinking we are not good enough,

To let go of that way of being,

And look inside to a new way of seeing.

Our truth inside the darkness brings light,

When we look at the birds as they take flight,

We know deep inside, we want to be free,

Of this incessant conformity.

So let us travel down this road,

And seek the truth inside and unload,

All of the beliefs, patterns and thoughts,

That have kept us stuck because of someone else’s taunts.

Go inside, my love, find yourself there,

You will not regret, it cannot compare,

The internal realm is where we want to go,

To let go of the falsities and you will know.

As you heal your heart and connect deep within,

To your inner child who knows everything,

About you and also knows how to help you too,

If you would just listen, he or she will get you through.

To the other side of the unrelenting pain,

That we have ingested for society to maintain,

This craziness that isn’t required,

For life to live, you need not be mired.

You can learn to trust yourself and move on,

Until you finally stumble upon,

These things that you always knew to be true,

Held deep inside where no one would listen to you.

Or see who you are, the truth be told,

It is time to connect with your inner child and hold,

Him or her so deeply inside your heart,

Let join with you and make a brand-new start.

Come join me in a healing partnership…

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