Welcome to The Ride of My Life Podcast!
Follow me as I share my Poem Talks, musings, and Inner Peace Journey. Through the healing work I find myself fully committed to, I learn about the truth of who I am, find new awarenesses about myself and my life and share, in hopes that it will provide insight to your journey as well.
My Poem Talks means a lot to me because of the deep dive into Self over the past year and a half. I reference the poems I wrote since 2021, and share how I went deep with what was going on. I knew things needed to change in my life and I asked for the changes but it took the moment to moment experience of life for me to learn more about my truth and why I am here on this planet.
The most important thing I’m finding is the connection between my Self, my Higher Self and my Higher Power. From the truth, love, beauty, connection, joy and inner peace I find inside, I am readily available to share my gifts with the world.
Who am I really? I am a highly sensitive being and I am Love.
It hasn’t been easy and quite frankly, this time around in this life, my Soul chose many challenges to face so I could learn about compassion, love, peace and joy (my own first and then for others). I lived my life in a complete state of “not good enough” which fully reflected through my experiences and behaviors (all sub-conscious). Compassion, love, peace and joy were confounding to me.
Throughout this journey, I was seeking external sources to prove that I was worthy of love, after almost 30 years; I realized that the truth is inside me.
Working through grief was the kicker, as I was learning to feel my feelings especially anger, that I was never allowed to feel or show; I had no clue where I would end up.
I left my last relationship in April of 2021 and stayed in Central Florida for literally a gestation period of 8 months which pushed me into the re-birthing process. I really get to know who I am and why I am here. My life began to open up in the last month as I was birthed into the beginning of my new and very different life.
Life doesn’t always work out in the way we plan (and mostly that is a good thing) but for me, confronting the darkness and what I was bringing into jobs, relationships and life in general, showed me that how I lived and the things I was taught throughout my life was not my truth of who I am.
In order to truly heal, I needed to walk through the grief, as painful as it was, forgive myself for not knowing better at the times that I didn’t, which my behavior showed, and to forgive others fully in order to find the love inside me…
The journey continues as I continue to discover this truth and ultimately inner peace.
Join me here for The Ride of My Life Podcast!