Today is a very good day. Things are absolutely opening up for me in some incredible ways. From all of the work I have done throughout my life and the things that I was taught by people wiser than myself; I have come to a place now where I can see what I couldn’t see before.
Peace is more available to me now than ever and things are falling into place. I never believed this was possible. I can now.
It has been a long and harrowing ride from when I started this journey at around 27 years old. I decided to do it because I had no idea who I was and consistently gave myself away to other people for their opinions and decisions for me because I was so scared to do it myself. I am very close to standing on my own two feet; I have been working on this for quite a long time.
What a beautiful journey it has been and every day, my road gets lit up for me to see where I am going next and what I will do. It is not fully available to me yet, but it is very close.
I spoke to a dear friend of mine yesterday that I have not spoken with since around 2015. A lot has changed for both of us, and this conversation ended up being 3 hours long. The amount of time is really not much different from other conversations we had in the past, this one felt different though.
Why? Because I was provided a piece of the puzzle to something I have been personally struggling with my whole life and it is something that can be extremely helpful to others.
Once again, I am becoming my own guinea pig in this new process to see how it will work for me and if I will be able to integrate it into myself and into the process I have set up when I work with others. It feels like a perfect fit because it is related to the fear, trauma, Complex PTSD, and stress response that I have been talking about for a long time now.
There is a piece of this, which I will not reveal until I can see how this works for myself, and my healing and I am totally excited about it. It may be a while before I can disclose any of what is going on because this process could take a while. I just don’t know yet, I am very excited about it.
So, stick with me as this should be an interesting journey starting from this point. I am almost finished with selling the rest of my things and I am in the process of digitizing photos and paperwork and that takes a while. Hopefully, I will find a process that works quickly!
Thank you so much for hanging out with me from the beginning.
If you are so inclined and when you are ready, I not only have my car to convert, but I also have some purchases I need to make to be able to bring this all to you from the road using technology. Right now, I have a way to join through the Substack link where you will find my blog and audio podcast. I also have Buy Me a Coffee. Thank you so much for any support you are able to give. I will post the list of what will be purchased for it, so you know where it is going and that it is being put to good use.
I will also be making a list of my journey on the road and people to visit only if I know you. Let me know if you want to be one of them and I will put you in that!
I hope you have a wonderful day and stay tuned for more good stuff to come on The Ride of My Life!