Here I am seven months later from when I started this chapter of my journey, on the brink of something big. I can feel it.

I’m still finding that the people and situations in my life are being pulled from me that weren’t meant to be there. They were absolutely wonderful opportunities to heal for me, and now things are shifting greatly.

Alone doesn’t feel so bad anymore and finances are improving. I am trusting myself and the Universe more and more every day.

This is not particularly easy for someone who has feared abandonment and attachment trauma her whole life and also, coming from a lack mentality. This is absolutely hard work, I will not deny that, but I am slowly but surely coming to a place of faith, full out. This is nothing I have ever experienced before in my life and the more I have faith, the more things work out for me that are meant to. This or something better.

Peaceful moments are happening more and more and when the triggering stuff comes up, it is easier to sit with it. If you knew me from years ago, you would know this as an accomplishment.

I am also standing up for myself more in situations and that has been challenging throughout my life. That seems to be where people are leaving because the ones I stand up to don’t like that very much. I’m just going to take care of myself now, something I’m not used to doing. People pleasing is now a thing of the past (or it’s getting there). I’m also definitely attracting people into my life where I don’t feel like I need to please them.

I have freedom! I am grateful! And I am looking forward to what’s next.

Today is a good day!