Today is a very interesting day. I have time to focus on me so that is what I plan to do. Organizing, releasing, writing, clearing out, and of course napping. I work hard and this is when I get to do self-care. It looks like it will be a beautiful day here, just cold for me, in Florida. It’s 63 degrees right now. Brrrr.
This may end up being a rambling post because my mind is pretty clear right now from everything that has been clearing up until this point. It’s a miracle because I have a very processing mind and it is constantly on the go. Just thinking a lot makes me tired… hence the naps. I don’t even have to do anything physical, but I am doing that too.
I am in some sort of preparation mode. My intentions are coming to fruition and because I have been sitting with everything and allowing feelings of fear, sadness, frustration to come up to be released, I have a moment of peace. I am always happy for these moments.
I don’t know what is coming next, yet I can feel that something will be coming soon now. These last months of releasing the last (hopefully, lol) vestiges of things and people that no longer serve me has been pretty rough. I think that is how I set myself up for being on this planet. What better way to learn compassion, patience, love, etc? Yikes.
Anyway, I know that things have been rough on many people, and it seems to be harder on people who have had traumatic situations in their lives because it is compounded on the emotions and feelings that have already been locked inside of us.
I get it. I also get that I am not who I was 30 years ago, let alone two weeks ago. This work is powerful, and I am not one to force anyone to change, I try to show from my own experiences that things can be worked through and your life can shift into such an incredible place.
No, I’m not making millions of dollars… yet… I do know money will help my goals for helping others, so I know it is important. Money isn’t the thing to make me happy, but it sure helps and we definitely need it to live.
What I also know is that this peace I have been feeling a lot more, lately, is worth way more than anything. It is so nice to just feel good. It has been a very long time since I have been able to say that.
What I can tell you is this. If you are struggling with something that sometimes feels like it is getting worse and worse every day, then you need to reach out for support. Trust me, you can’t do it alone. There are always people out there who are willing to support. I didn’t believe that for a long time because of the experience with some of the people in my life that really weren’t meant to be in it to begin with. There are “your people” and they do love you, even if you don’t believe it, and they are more than willing to be there for you. It took me long time to figure that out.
No matter what is happening in your life, this moment is the best time there is and this moment is really all there is. I had to learn to feel the gratitude that I was saying out loud, in order to begin to really feel grateful for what I do have in my life.
This is a journey… there is no completion. When you are ready to change your story so you can live your life fully and love who you are, make the decision and go for it.
You are loved deeply, as am I.